The punishment continues,

If I got a rand for each time I have wished to die. Maybe it’s due to the festivities all around me, reiterating family, friends and love that lately I think more and more about no existing at all. No part of my life externally is going in any direction of my choosing. I just …

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I’m not happy

Been thinking about death a lot these days, concluding that becoming a parent also means being unable to die. I can’t die. My life is shit but I just don’t have that choice. I’m also afraid, death is so final, I don’t know what’s on the other side. What if it’s worse .. or as …

Allow yourself to die

Big nosed, big tummy 8 month pregnant me.

The Transition of me

Originally posted in 2018. I am pregnant! yep, this is happening. Lee Quo is going to be a Mum. We are 25 weeks - I know I should've started this sooner. To be honest, I didn't have the inspiration, the time nor the belief that I'd write something worth reading, or great for that matter. …